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Subuh 2 Januari, 2015 pagi tadi, tiba tiba saya rasa seperti ramainya orang berada di rumah saya. Suasa seperti sangat ceria. Dalam kesibukkan itu saya tercari cari di mana Digit, dan saya ternampak Digit menyusuk masuk ke bilik emak. Saya ekori dia dan dia bersembunyi di bawah katil. Saya panggil Digit keluar, tetapi dia tetap membatukan diri. Oleh kerana bilik emak adalah kawasan larangan untuknya jadi saya terpaksa menariknya keluar dari bawah katil Mak dan saya berjaya.
Saya pegang Digit dan saya perhatikan dia..Digit kelihatan bersaiz lebih kecil dari biasa dan Digit nampak aktif dan sihat. Saya sangat gembira dan memeluk Digit sekuat kuatnya dan mencium kepalanya sambil berkata "Digit hari ni kita pergi Vet ya, nanti kakak call Kak Jue (My friend in Kuantan yg selalu temankan Digit pergi Vet). I felt so relief and happy to see Digit segar dan sihat and very playful. (It has been a while Digit lost his appetite..makan sikit jer tapi minum banyak, but the past 48 hours..air pun kena bersuap..dapatlah setengah jam 1-2ml sahaja)
It felt as if I was running looking for my mother to share that good news. Tiba tiba dengar my Mak panggil.. Ayu..Ayu..cuba tengok Digit ni kejap. Puff! Digit hilang dari pelukkan.. owhh..I was dreaming I then woke up and face the reality, Digit has left me..I was left heartbroken.
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Today is Friday and this is the 2nd Friday that I have to bury somebody dear to my heart. In 2013 it was my Bapak and today its my beloved friend Digit. I buried him myself. This is my very last service to Digit. "I buried my own pet" (as said in Pet Semetary by Stephen King)
Kalaulah Bapak hidup lagi, hari ni birthday Bapak yang ke 76. Tapi Bapak dengan Digit dua dua dah tak ada. Tinggal kakak jer sorang. Digit pergi jumpa Bapak kut. Digit kawan dengan Bapak pula sekarang ni. Ok..aku merepek..I better stop here or I'll suffer drama Tamil karutness diarrhoea.
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It felt like only yesterday I brought Digit home. Sekejap jer 9 tahun. Thank you Digit for everything. Thank you for spending your entire life with me. Thank you for being part of our family. Never a perfect family but you made us feel complete.
Thank you for taking care of Mak while I am a way at work. I know Mak sometimes scolded you..(especially when I am around) but trust me..she loves you just as much as I love you. She cried a river, nasib baik Mentakab tak banjir sekali lagi.
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Good bye my loyal friend, my favourite little brother that I never had.. good bye for, semoga kita jumpa di Syurga. Kalau kakak jadi ahli syurga, kakak minta Digit pun ada bersama denga kakak. I love you Digit till Jannah.
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Fakta...kucing tidak masuk syurga,dia jadi tanah, but still if I go to heaven I will definitely I will ask for Digit and the rest of my cats who has share their life with me.



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